Saturday or Sadderday???

Yeah, it's Saturday again, or maybe for some it is Sadderday.

Sadderday (my own definition, LOL!)
(def.) sick, no gimmicks, very bad weather, no money, heartbroken

I still remember, when I was a kid, I always enjoy my Saturdays.
I think most of us did.
Most kids define Saturday as playtime, sleeping time, family day,
movie day and most of all >NO GOING TO SCHOOL DAY!

I love waking up the next day, knowing it's Saturday.
I always make sure I maximize my time playing outside.
(for me Saturday is the best day ever!)
That's how simple life is, for a child.
However, as we grow up, simple life is one of the things we leave in our children's closet. We are now starting to see life, like grown ups do.

We are now exposed to different things, variety of very tempting things.
We are now learning to WANT. To always want.
Always wanting more. Always wanting something. Always wanting.
You may not agree with me, but let's face it.
It's what you see now in the real world.

People always crave, hunger, thirst, starve, lust, desire, want.
For power (politics), money (corruption),
popularity / fame (social networking).

Thing is, as we crave, hunger, thirst, starve, lust, desire, want.

We forget how to live.
We forget how to be happy and contented with what we already have.

We're even taught to think outside the box,
maybe that's one of the reasons why we tend to forget
what was already inside it.

So tell me, how was your Saturday?

Kryptonite

Fate is testing my faith…

Tormenting me, wanting me to let go.
My heart’s tightly gripping the memories I have.
I know sooner or later the light I’m seeing, would soon fade.
My reason has left me, with so many unanswered questions.


Left me blank.
Unable to fight.




It’s crippling me inside, and starting to spread all over me.
Emotions has been weakened.
My mind not clear enough to think anymore.
Then pain, just like a tempest, started to caress me…
Slowly penetrating the barrier.
Crashed my fortress down.

“No more…” I begged.
A tear unwillingly left my eye as I close it.

Endings and Beginnings

Everything happened so fast,
That it wont even let you close your eyes for a moment.
It happened right after you focus your whole attention to it.
You were lookin at it as if it was the most delicate,
fragile lookin' thing that you could ever imagine.
It all happened so fast that u weren’t able to let out a sob.
The feelin' was so great, that you wish it would stay right there and linger.
You were made to believe that there’s forever and always.

Then it ended...

Now you're back at one.
Its a whole new life you need to lead.
Promises fade.
Things that you’re used to doing with that someone
is now bound for you to do alone.
You can’t complain, coz no one’s gonna hear it.
You can nag all you want, but it will just reply back in silence.
That small room became too big for you.
The dining room is now filled with empty chairs.
The bed you once shared is now covered with cold pillows.

Then you realized, everything changed.
It flashes right before your eyes.
The inevitable is happening now and you have to accept it.

A new beginning...