Kryptonite

Fate is testing my faith…

Tormenting me, wanting me to let go.
My heart’s tightly gripping the memories I have.
I know sooner or later the light I’m seeing, would soon fade.
My reason has left me, with so many unanswered questions.


Left me blank.
Unable to fight.




It’s crippling me inside, and starting to spread all over me.
Emotions has been weakened.
My mind not clear enough to think anymore.
Then pain, just like a tempest, started to caress me…
Slowly penetrating the barrier.
Crashed my fortress down.

“No more…” I begged.
A tear unwillingly left my eye as I close it.

In Another Lifetime...

I got my permission to travel back in time.
To go back from the past and see the guy in her memory who died 182 years ago.
I was not allowed to meet him, not allowed to be near him.


But I just couldn’t control it, the urge was too strong.
No resistance, just submission.

I need to meet him, I have always wanted to.
I need to meet him, before she met him.

After lightyears of journey, I arrived to my destination.
The moment I was craving for.
There he was standing two feet away from me, puzzled about the way I look.
And right after our eyes met my curiosity has been answered.

I am inlove with him.

He was too naive to even realize that I’m not from his world.
I, then, tried to make a lot of memories with him.
I was never out of his sight, I’m always with him.
And though he never really knew me, he never asked a single question.
He never left my side.

Then, just when I thought its gonna be forever.
The time has come for me to end it.
It's time for me to say goodbye.
I didn’t want him to see me crying, he wouldn’t understand the reason for my tears.

“Close your eyes..” I whispered. He wanted to refuse.
“Just do it.. please..” He gently close his eyes.
Then I kissed him.
Never wanting it to end.
That all I wanna do is cling to him.
Hold him close, and never let go.

It’s time.

I started walking away.
My feet getting numb.
My heart breaks with every step.

I wanted to look back, but I stopped myself.
If I’ll stay, I will ruin everything.

Slowly, I continued walking.
Fresh tears silently making its way.

Its time to go back now.
Go back to the world in which he was already gone..

Endings and Beginnings

Everything happened so fast,
That it wont even let you close your eyes for a moment.
It happened right after you focus your whole attention to it.
You were lookin at it as if it was the most delicate,
fragile lookin' thing that you could ever imagine.
It all happened so fast that u weren’t able to let out a sob.
The feelin' was so great, that you wish it would stay right there and linger.
You were made to believe that there’s forever and always.

Then it ended...

Now you're back at one.
Its a whole new life you need to lead.
Promises fade.
Things that you’re used to doing with that someone
is now bound for you to do alone.
You can’t complain, coz no one’s gonna hear it.
You can nag all you want, but it will just reply back in silence.
That small room became too big for you.
The dining room is now filled with empty chairs.
The bed you once shared is now covered with cold pillows.

Then you realized, everything changed.
It flashes right before your eyes.
The inevitable is happening now and you have to accept it.

A new beginning...