Shades of You

I didn't know how the pain haunted you.
And kept you crying every night.
I didn't know how you live through it, everyday, without a fight.

I can see through your facade, it's showing me how they broke your heart.
There are no tears flowing, no uttered words, just you hurting in silence.

So hold on to me, hold my hand.
This time there's no letting go.
I will make sure to free your heart and soul.
All I will do is love you..

It may take a while, you have been hurt.
It's not that easy to learn.
 But I will be patiently waiting.

In your eyes, your pain keeps you from smiling.
Kept you from dreaming again.
So move on, come to me.
I'll keep you warm and set you free.

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Bizarre Love Triangle - Frente

every time i think of you
i get a shock right through into a bolt of blue
its no problem of mine but its a problem i find
living a life that i cant leave behind
theres no sense in telling me
the wisdom of a fool wont set you free
but thats the way that it goes
and its what nobody knows
and every day my confusion grows

every time i see you falling
i get down on my knees and pray
im waiting for that final moment
youll say the words that i cant say

i feel fine and i feel good
i feel like i never should
whenever i get this way, i just dont know what to say
why cant we be ourselves like we were yesterday
im not sure what this could mean
i dont think youre what you seem
i do admit to myself
that if i hurt someone else
then ILL never see just what were meant to be

every time i see you falling
i get down on my knees and pray
im waiting for that final moment
youll say the words that i cant say

21112 (based on true story)

Meg was not my high school sweetheart, though we were in the  same school. He wasn't even my type back then, (I prefer older men) *LOL*. He's a friend of my friends and I seldom hangout  with him. 

Well, I guess you're thinking now, how did we end up tying the knot, right?

Okay, here's our story... *wink!*

After 8 long years, (summer of 2006) with on and off communication with my high school friends, I decided to visit them. One of my friends, was celebrating his birthday and Meg was there. An exchange of Hi's and Hello's and that's it. We never flirted, sorry hehehe. FYI, I wasn't looking for a new romance that time, all I want was to expand my horizon and have fun (defensive). 

However, our friend who's celebrating his birthday started to show interest in me (Meg's closest friend that time). After his birthday he started to court me. I'm kind of confused, that's why I just go with the flow and started to date him (non-exclusive). I even told him that it's okay to date other girls, since I'm not ready yet for a new relationship. If you're wondering why I'm not ready that time, it's because I just broke up with my ex and not because my parents were strict *LOL*. 

Well, going back, we started hanging out again just like high school days. And since Meg was his close friend, he (Meg) also get to hang out with us. 

Then one night, Meg invited us to go with them (his family) to Ilocos, just like a normal family vacation. I've never been to Ilocos so I filed my leave and went with them. (Meg, Meg's Family, the Friend). It was a 2 week adventure for me! I'm beginning to know Meg and I'm starting to like him. 

Yes, that's where it all started. 

Please don't ask me how, coz I never get to answer that when he asked me that same question. I just woke up one day, and poof! it became koko crunch (hehehe). 

So, a day before we went home, I told our friend that he should start finding someone else. It was never my intention to hurt him. I never thought it's gonna end up like that. I told Meg about my feelings that night, I made the first move, hehehe. He admitted that he feels the same way too (while we're eating Lucky Me pancit canton). It's just that he's too shy to say it since his friend is courting me.  

We were inseparable since then. :)

MEG+JANE February 11, 2012 

                                               

S-O-R-R-Y

Hi Guys!

I'm really sorry if I wasn't able to change my "hate post" for about 2 months.
And yeah, I'm the one to blame. No time to blog.

Reasons???
-Working M-F
-Playing  after work til SAT-SUN

Err... I know hehehe, aside from reading Manga/Manhwa Scans,
I got 2 accounts that I need to babysit you know.
(One is for HON and the other one was for DOTA2)

So, will you be seeing new posts?
Hmmn., let's see...

NEVER TRUST Ling Dynasty Caters / Gio Pojida

Gio F. Pojida of Ling Dynasty Caters (LING DC CATERING SERVICES)

Guys, this gay person should not be trusted. 
My wedding last February 11, 2012 Saturday was all okay except for the catering service.
Which of course all our guests anticipated after the ceremony. Everyone looked forward to it since I always say good things about their food, I even bragged that it was not a buffet but a plated service. But come dinner reception, everyone was in awe! No water or anything was served early, when it's time to serve the appetizer and the cocktail only two servings of chips with 5 pieces on each plate was given per table, imagine 10 pax /table. Not only that, he even skipped some tables and not give them their main course telling the waiters that their not on the list. Some guests were skipped and was not given main entree while the people beside him/her where already eating. Corn soup was stale and sour, their fettuccine was without presentation, food was served cold, water was not given and the service was really poor. Our ninong and ninang left early because they cannot eat the food in front of them, they were given platters without serving spoons. Imagine our traditional wine toast?? TANDUAY ICE in a small bottle, my husband even opened it with a knife because it wasn't half-open.

He forced me to pay full payment before the event, it was too expensive for a beginner like him. But since he used to be my friend and colleague in my previous company.

135 pax were paid before the event but only 116 people were served no remaining food was given to us. When I confronted him that night he just said, "Okay, complaint taken." then he walked out.
 
 Thanks for sabotaging my FEBRUARY 11 wedding Gio Pojida of
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