I got my permission to travel back in time.
To go back from the past and see the guy in her memory who died 182 years ago.
I was not allowed to meet him, not allowed to be near him.
But I just couldn’t control it, the urge was too strong.
No resistance, just submission.
I need to meet him, I have always wanted to.
I need to meet him, before she met him.
After lightyears of journey, I arrived to my destination.
The moment I was craving for.
There he was standing two feet away from me, puzzled about the way I look.
And right after our eyes met my curiosity has been answered.
I am inlove with him.
He was too naive to even realize that I’m not from his world.
I, then, tried to make a lot of memories with him.
I was never out of his sight, I’m always with him.
And though he never really knew me, he never asked a single question.
He never left my side.
Then, just when I thought its gonna be forever.
The time has come for me to end it.
It's time for me to say goodbye.
I didn’t want him to see me crying, he wouldn’t understand the reason for my tears.
“Close your eyes..” I whispered. He wanted to refuse.
“Just do it.. please..” He gently close his eyes.
Then I kissed him.
Never wanting it to end.
That all I wanna do is cling to him.
Hold him close, and never let go.
It’s time.
I started walking away.
My feet getting numb.
My heart breaks with every step.
I wanted to look back, but I stopped myself.
If I’ll stay, I will ruin everything.
Slowly, I continued walking.
Fresh tears silently making its way.
Its time to go back now.
Go back to the world in which he was already gone..